Lyrics

Sailing the Abstract

Hello my friend
I see you struggling again
But this time you’re not alone
Together we will

Sail The Abstract
Fight till we get back
All the pieces and the memories
Stolen from you
Again and again
Drowning in your misery

I’m here for you
Come cry on my shoulder
I’m here for you
You are not alone

Storm

You calm the storm, and the raging seas

Come calm the storm inside of me
Make the wind die down and all the noise
So I can clearly hear Your voice
Inside I feel I’m dying
The tension is too much
Like the woman bleeding
I only need Your touch
 
And when the lies say that You are nowhere near
God I choose to cry to You
Please take away all my fear inside
 
You calm the storm, and the raging seas

Come calm the storm inside of me
Make the wind die down and all the noise
So I can clearly hear Your voice
 
Inside my heart races
Afraid I will flatline
This fear is overwhelming
I’m running out of time
 
I cry out to the Living God
I cry out to Jesus Christ
I call out in the midst of pain
I choose to trust in You

Control

God I give You control
This is me letting go
Take the reigns from my hand
I surrender to Your plan
I’ve made a mess and you comfort me
Now in Your peace when I release
The grip from my hand
This is me letting go
This is me giving You control
(Give it up now)
God I lift my hands to You
I know You’ll see me through
Take the reigns from my hand
I surrender to Your plan
I’ve made a mess and you comfort me
Now in Your peace when I release
The grip from my hand
When I can’t let go

And I can’t control
I will surrender
This is me letting go
This is me giving You control
(When I can’t let go
And I can’t control
I will surrender)

The Sea of Tears

In the cold dark winter storm

Where I was reborn
I will follow you
Before the night turns into day
And the moonlight goes away
I will follow you
The light shines down
And hope remains
Though things have changed
You remain the same
I surrender the sea of tears
And glorify Your name
YHWH
In the storms of life we grow
Learn what we didn’t know
And it comes from you
I surrender all I am
To what it is you plan
I will follow you
I surrender the sea of tears
And glorify Your name
(Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah Lord Almighty)
YHWH

A Glimmer of Light

In the middle of the night I awake

Here in this purpose no mistake
I hear a calling on the wind
I hear you call my name again
In this torment I see
The voice calling me
Is this the end I wanted all along?
Is this the beginning of the end?
Truth hurts when cutting through the skin
Of all the walls I built up once again
I see you now
I see
A glimmer of light
Tonight it’s time to fight
It’s never over, never over now
A glimmer of light
Together we will fight
It’s never over, never over now
I give up everything I am to You
I see you now…
I see
A glimmer of light
Tonight it’s time to fight
It’s never over, never over now
A glimmer of light
Together we will fight
It’s never over, never over now
What are You trying to say to me now?
What are You trying to tell me?

Selah

(Instrumental)


Praise

When I think of You
I feel alive again
And there’s nothing else
That compares to You
When trials come
I never am alone
I can’t escape
The fullness of Your love

I live my life for you alone
I surrender daily until I make it home

I offer all my praise
All of my living days
I praise you lord
I praise you lord
I offer all my praise
All of my living days
I praise you lord
I praise you lord

When I sing to You
I feel You comfort me
And there’s nowhere else
That I want to be
Surrendering
All that I am to You
You alone are worthy of all praise

I live my life for you alone
I surrender daily until I make it home

I offer all my praise
All of my living days
I praise you lord
I praise you lord
I offer all my praise
All of my living days
I praise you lord
I praise you lord

Adrift

I’ve spent a lifetime chasing wind
In my sails
There’s nothing else that can compare
With Your love

When nothing else can quite explain who You are
No matter how far that I’ve run
It’s not too far

I am adrift upon the sea
You’re right here with me
And underneath the shattered sky
You’re right by my side
When the mountains tower over me
I will not fear
Though a thousand fall by my side
I’m right here with You
Right here with You

I get a lifetime loving You
And so much more
It’s just a shadow of what’s to come
And what’s in store

When nothing else can quite explain who You are
No matter how far that I’ve run
It’s not too far

I am adrift upon the sea
You’re right here with me
And underneath the shattered sky
You’re right by my side
When the mountains tower over me
I will not fear
Though a thousand fall by my side
I’m right here with You
Right here with You

Run

You don’t believe what they say anymore
And I finally found what I was looking for
Look into despair
Look into the dark
What do you think you’ll find
Left to leave its mark

You leave me far behind it all
A distance to long to hear my call
A measure to great to walk away
I forgot what I was gonna say now

I run
I run
I run
I run away

I can’t believe what they say anymore
Now I finally found what I was looking for
Ran from despair
I saw what’s in the dark
I never want to compromise
What will leave a mark

I run
I run
I run
I run away

Escape

Inside there’s nothing left to fight in me
I know where I’ve come from
And where I’m going now

You won’t take me
You won’t break me
I’m not going down
You won’t take me
You won’t break me
I’m not going down

I will escape
I will escape you
I will escape your vanity
I will escape
I will escape you
I will escape your vanity

Inside where pride dies alone
And I know
That you have plans for me
And that’s where I will go

You won’t take me
You won’t break me
I’m not going down
I’m not going down

You won’t take me
You won’t break me
I’m not going down
I’m not going down

I will escape
I will escape you
I will escape your vanity
I will escape
I will escape you
I will escape your vanity

I will escape
I will escape you
I will escape your vanity
I will escape
I will escape you
I will escape your vanity

Breathe

You know we’ve both been here before
The lies decide for us what’s in store

Another moment that’s peeled away
I have to go but I want to stay
Broken promise for another day
And I’m falling into pieces

Breathe tonight
And you’ll see tonight
That I love you
And I hate you

Breathe tonight
And you’ll see tonight
That I hate you
And I love you

Divide our lives
or reunite
I’m sick of all the times that we fight

A comforting darkness within
The chains that bind my mind again

Breathe tonight
And you’ll see tonight
That I love you
And I hate you

Breathe tonight
And you’ll see tonight
That I hate you
And I love you

Breathe tonight
And you’ll see tonight
That I love you
And I hate you

Breathe tonight
And you’ll see tonight
That I hate you
And I love you

Breathe tonight
And you’ll see tonight
That I love you
And I hate you

Breathe tonight
And you’ll see tonight
That I hate you
And I love you

Midnight

You slip down here inside from the beginning
A lie spread like sheets upon the bed
Discomfort and darkness my head keeps on swimming
Static charging inside my head

And there’s no turning back
And there’s no turning back
And there’s no turning back
Turning back

At midnight I wanna do something radical
I hate my life so I’ll just give it up
At midnight I wanna do something radical
I hate my life so I’m just gonna give it up

A plan to end it all
Do something radical
Act like an imbecile
And I’m not worth it
Do something meaningful
The worlds greatest fall
This is goodbye
And I’m not…

In the middle of the night you come get me
The noose lays still upon the door
And visions of the aftermath surround me
In tears I collapse upon the floor
(I just can’t do it)

And there’s no turning back
(Inside my head)
And there’s no turning back
(Sentenced to death)
And there’s no turning back
(Take a deep breath)
And You stepped in
Freed me from myself

My end decreed for the future
As I weep inside from the pain
My bedsheets covered in my tears
I never want to face this choice again

Oh God I want to end it all
Sick of this pain in my life
I don’t want it anymore
I hate it all
So I surrender to You
Anything is better than this
I trust in You to fix me
God, help me

And there’s no turning back
(Inside my head)
And there’s no turning back
(Sentenced to death)
And there’s no turning back
(Take a deep breath)
And You stepped in
Freed me from myself

Countdown

My eyes fail from weeping
I am in torment within
My heart is poured out upon the ground
But I will trust in You

You say it’s over
I say it’s just begun
You say it’s over
I say it’s just begun

You say it’s over
I say it’s just begun
You say it’s over
I say it’s just begun

My soul cries out to You
In desperation I weep
I will not listen to the voice in my head
I put my faith in You

You say it’s over
I say it’s just begun
You say it’s over
I say it’s just begun

You say it’s over
I say it’s just begun
You say it’s over
I say it’s just begun

Enough

When I feel less than
And I wanna give in
You tell me that You’re good enough
When my world caves in
And chaos begins
I look around and You’re enough

Holy One I lift my voice to You
I feel less than powerful
Regardless of my circumstance
You’re not

In the chaos of my every day
I pause to think of you
When everything just falls apart
You don’t

In this chaos and the pain
I will pause and refrain
And focus on the peace of you alone

When I feel less than
And I wanna give in
You tell me that You’re good enough
When my world caves in
And chaos begins
I look around and You’re enough

I think of you throughout my day
And my joy keeps welling up
When the stress of life overwhelms
You don’t

I can face whatever comes
When my focus is on you
When I fear uncertain times
You don’t

When I feel less than
And I wanna give in
You tell me that You’re good enough
When my world caves in
And chaos begins
I look around and You’re enough

You are enough

Savior

I find myself fading far away
Will I live to see another day
The colors shift vibrant to grey
Then I see You smile

Riding on the clouds you’re faster
Than my thoughts of rage
Embracing me I avoid disaster
And I get to turn another page

You are inside of me
You are alive
You are a part of me
Living inside
You have control of me
Guiding my heart
You can have all of me
You can have all of me

You saved me
You saved me from myself

You are inside of me
You are alive
You are a part of me
Living inside
You have control of me
Guiding my heart
You can have all of me
You can have all of me

I Surrender (feat. Sunset Roulette)

You’re here with me
You’re here with me

In the stillness
In the quiet place
You’re here with me
You’re here with me

In the silence
In the secret place
You’re here with me
You’re here with me

And I seek You
With all my heart
Your love defines me

So here I am
All of me laid before You
I surrender
I surrender
So here I am
All of me laid before You
I surrender
Before Your throne

In the stillness
In the quiet place
You’re here with me
You’re here with me

In the silence
In the secret place
You’re here with me
You’re here with me

You’re here with me
You’re here with me

You’re here with me
You’re here with me

So here I am
All of me laid before You
I surrender
(You’re here with me)
I surrender
(You’re here with me)
So here I am
(Here I am)
All of me laid before You
I surrender
(You’re here with me)
Before your throne
(You’re here with me)

In the stillness
In the quiet place
You’re here with me
You’re here with me

In the silence
In the secret place
I surrender
Before Your throne

Your Arms (feat. River Sunital)

In the secret place
I seek Your face
In the silence of my mind

As You speak to me
And help me see
My life that You designed

And as I quiet my inner voice
You softly speak to me

You wrap me in your arms
In your arms
I wanna be like You
Like You
Hold me close to You
Where I can hear Your heart
I wanna be near You
Near You

As I read Your words
And what I’ve heard
My hope begins to grow

I am renewed
And become imbued
You refresh my soul

And as I quiet my inner voice
You softly speak to me

You wrap me in your arms
In your arms
I wanna be like You
Like You
Hold me close to You
Where I can hear Your heart
I wanna be near You
Near You


Indestructible

When Life is on the line
Death is on my side
A Single world order
Plunged in disorder
Controlling the borders
It’s just the beginning
People in chaos
Fueled by our mistrust
No matter what it costs
We keep on sinning
The world is gripped by fear
It’s just the beginning
What lies behind the veil
The fabric is thinning
No fear
In the face of tragedy
One body
And one mind
I trust
Completely in The Lord
I have
The mind of Christ
No fear
Of the war around me
You are
My shield guarding me
I face
Into the darkness
Defiant
Giving light
When life is on the line
Death is on my side
Hating our brother
No love for another
The world is in chaos
And out of control
A life lived without hope
How is it we all cope
When people are dying
Disease takes its toll
The world is gripped by fear
It’s just the beginning
What lies behind the veil
The fabric is thinning
No fear
In the face of tragedy
One body
And one mind
I trust
Completely in The Lord
I have
The mind of Christ
No fear
Of the war around me
You are
My shield guarding me
I face
Into the darkness
Defiant
Giving light
When life is on the line
Death is on my side
When life is on the line
Death is on my side
When life is on the line
Death is on my side
Death is on my side

Too Late

Once again I’m broken down in defeat
And I’m surrendering
Laid down at your feet
I don’t know what I’m doing to me
I lost my way
And I’m feeling freaky
And now I open my eyes
When I feel alive
And I don’t come home
Seeking you with all that I am
I’ve been here before and now I’m back again
And I try to survive
Out here on my own
Believed the lies and it’s no surprise
It’s not too late to open up my eyes
I tried my way for far too long
And I realized that I was wrong
Living my way I just got lost
Now I run to you no matter the cost
Is it too late for me to come to you
If I shut the gate
I’m still the one you pursue
I know you won’t abandon me
If I lose my way
And fall into the sea
Your love You will vocalize
When I feel alive
And I don’t come home
Seeking you with all that I am
I’ve been here before and now I’m back again
And I try to survive
Out here on my own
Believed the lies and it’s no surprise
It’s not too late to open up my eyes
I tried my way for far too long
And I realized that I was wrong
Living my way
I just got lost
Now I run to you no matter the cost
Seek the Lord
While He may be found
Call to Him while He is near 
Let the wicked one abandon his way
And the sinful ones his thoughts
Let him return to the Lord
So He May have compassion on him
And to our God for He will freely forgive
I tried my way for far too long
And I realized that I was wrong
Living my way I just got lost
Now I run to you no matter the cost
I tried my way and I got scars
No matter where I went
It was never too far
Your whispers to me reveal the truth
That all this time, I belong to You
And it’s not too late

To Follow Our Own

In a moment we have strayed away
Lost the path we were on today
And I say
Goodbye
The clouds are dark and have turned to gray
A storm is brewing and it’s on the way
And they say
We tried
And now we’re lost in the moment
Of our own will
Fear surrounding like a tidal wave
Who will we turn to in this circumstance
Who can we trust
Only the sinless one who came to save
In Your victory I am made brand new
All the darkness pushed away by You
And I’m free
Remade
The weight of sin placed upon Your wounds
My guilt and shame lay inside the tomb
On the day
You paid
And now we’re lost in the moment
Of our own will
Fear surrounding like a tidal wave
Who will we turn to in this circumstance
Who can we trust
Only the sinless one who came to save
And now we’re lost in the moment
Of our own will
Fear surrounding like a tidal wave
Who will we turn to in this circumstance
Who can we trust
Only the sinless one who came to save
And now we’re lost in the moment
Of our own will
Fear surrounding like a tidal wave
Who will we turn to in this circumstance
Who can we trust
Only the sinless one who came to save

The Night Has Come

In the darkness
I am colorized
In a world full of grey
The sun is setting
On the atmosphere
As the night steals the day
Separated
From the colorblind
They just see monochrome
The muted shades
And the undertones
In a world not my own
The clock is ticking
I’m out of time
As the night starts fading in
The fading glow
As the sun sets low
And we’re left here in our sin
There’s no tomorrow
And no promises
To live life once again
When midnight hits
That’s all there is
Not what else could have been
What else could have been
When time is gone
There is no coming back
To try it over again
The choice we make
Before we fade to black
To live or die in our sin
Time
As the night starts fading in
The fading glow
As the sun sets low
And we’re left here in our sin
There’s no tomorrow
And no promises
To live life once again
When midnight hits
That’s all there is
Not what else could have been
Could have been
What else could have been
Could have been

Bathed In Starlight

Another moment
In the dark of night
Overbearing shadows
Steal the daylight
I feel like
I feel I’m coming home
Another night
Creeping up on me
Overwhelmed
By the ways I cannot see
I feel like
I feel I’m coming home
This comforting anxiety
The gravity inside of me
Beckoning to come and see
All I’ve been missing
A welcome warmness greeting me
A blanket of depravity
With blinded eyes I cannot see
Behind the reminiscing
Bathed in starlight
But there’s no star
As light as midnight
It’s who we are
Smiling faces
That hide our scars
The battle for my life has just begun
Then your light comes crashing in
And I’m becoming whole again
The storm has passed and I can see
This whole time You’ve been here with me
The clouds give way to light
By Your voice it becomes bright
I look up to the sky and see
Your presence has always guided me
Bathed in starlight
But there’s no star
As light as midnight
It’s who we are
Smiling faces
That hide our scars
The battle for all my life has just begun
An inward warfare
Rages on
Delaying freedom
From heaven’s song
Mind keeps twisting
Don’t know what’s wrong
The battle for my life has just begun

Into The Light

I want it all
Something Devine
I want your truth
Give me a sign
You gave it all upon the tree
My ransom paid on Calvary
You bought it all with sacrifice
And I give it all to You
Jesus
No other name can save us
Jesus
No other name can we trust
Jesus
There is power in Your name
Jesus
You took away my shame
Identity
I’m redefined
I know Your truth
You gave me Your mind
You gave it all upon the tree
My ransom paid on Calvary
You bought it all with sacrifice
And I give it all to You
Jesus
No other name can save us
Jesus
No other name can we trust
Jesus
There is power in Your name
Jesus
You took away my shame

Captivate My Heart

You satisfy me
Lord, You revive me
And You call me Your own
You captivate me
You reinstate me
Before Your throne
And I come to You
Broken and defeated
All I want is You
You’re all I’ve ever needed
Captivate my heart
Captivate my heart
And bring me home to You
Underneath Your wings
I find everything 
And You make me new
You energize me
Your kindness revives me
Your words are life alone
You mesmerize me
Intoxicate me
By Your love that You made known
Look me in the eyes, Lord
Look me in the eyes
I want to see Your face
I want to know Your grace
And I come to You
Broken and defeated
All I want is You
You’re all I’ve ever needed
Captivate my heart
Captivate my heart
And bring me home to You
Underneath Your wings
I find everything 
And You make me new
Captivate my heart
Captivate my heart
And bring me home to You
Underneath Your wings
I find everything 
And You make me new

Blue Monday

How does it feel to treat me like you do?
When you’ve laid your hands upon me
And told me who you are
I thought I was mistaken
I thought I heard your words
Tell me, how do I feel?
Tell me, now, how do I feel?
How does it feel
How should I feel
Tell me how does it feel
To treat me like you do
Those who came before me
Lived through their vocations
From the past until completion
They’ll turn away no more
And I still find it so hard
To say what I need to say
But, I’m quite sure that you’ll tell me
Just how I should feel today
I see a ship in the harbor
I can and shall obey
But if it wasn’t for your misfortunes,
I’d be a heavenly person today
And I thought I was mistaken
And I thought I heard you speak
Tell me, how do I feel?
Tell me, now, how should I feel?
Now I stand here waiting
I thought I told you to leave me
When I walked down to the beach
Tell me how does it feel
When your heart grows cold (grows cold, grows cold)
How does it feel
How should I feel
Tell me how does it feel
To treat me like you do
How does it feel
How should I feel
Tell me how does it feel
To treat me like you do

Rise

When the darkness
Fades away your smile
And the pieces of your life
Seem to fade away
Remember
Who you are
Not a weakness in your bones
When the trials come
And you come undone
You will never walk alone
They come
And they go
And the world keeps pushing you down
In the moment of your fear
You will rise
They speak
And they yell
When your voice seems to drown out
Speak aloud
The truth
And rise
You will rise
They tremble
And they fear
At the words and your commands
There’s nothing
They can do
But hide
They blame
And they accuse
But you stand above it all
And speak the truth
Inspire the youth
To follow in your stride
They come
And they go
And the world keeps pushing you down
In the moment of your fear
You will rise
They speak
And they yell
When your voice seems to drown out
Speak aloud
The truth
And rise
You will rise

The Darkness And the Light

You say you hate your brother
And you want be right
You’re living in the darkness
Eyes blinded without sight
Come give up all your grudges
And step back into the light
Tonight
You don’t know where to go
And you can’t let it go
(And it really shows)
Take a step into the light
And give up your delusion
Broken
Let the healing begin
You stumble in betrayal
Inside the void deny
A love for one another
Choose to believe the lie
Come out of the dark chasm
And step back into the light
And try
You don’t know where to go
And you can’t let it go
(And it really shows)
Take a step into the light
And give up your delusion
Broken
Let the healing begin
This is the end
Where we can begin
To mend up our wounds
To become friends
Instead of betrayal
And knives in the back
We defend each other
From all the attacks
You don’t know where to go
And you can’t let it go
(And it really shows)
Take a step into the light
And give up your delusion
Broken
Let the healing begin